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I dropped my ring in the bushes this morning and bent down to try to find it, but I couldn't, so I had to really get in there. I mean, I probably looked like Spiderman with a backpack, but... on the ground. Pathetic. This guy walked by and said, "Are you okay? ...do you need help?" How embarrassing, though my life in general is quite embarrassing to begin with, so this should be expected. At least I can keep you guys entertained. I found it after a while, but I had to stick my arm past a spider web. Desperate times...

People are mean. I sneezed and a girl glared at me. Sorry there's so much dust in the world that has nothing better to do with its life but enter my large nostrils. I bet everyone's on edge because it's midterms week. If I tapped anyone on the shoulder they would probably turn around and bite my head off. There's a girl with red hair talking and I want to punch her for no reason. Maybe I'm on edge too. I hear the color red is supposed to bring out anger. Is that true or does that just mean I'm a bull?

This would be nice right now.

I think the main problem was forcing our lives together when it was never meant to be and now I find that I'm very frustrated at myself because I knew, but I thought that if I tried really hard it would be enough to change the way you think about these things... I was wrong. I feel very... insignificant--like vestigial wings on a fruit fly. It was wrong of me to try to change anything anyway and now every cell in my body is about to burst from frustration and I can't stop thinking about this when I should be studying for my midterms, so thank you for that. 

I think a pimple is about to form in the center of my nose... Augh. Life.