Lethargy

I can't believe I totally forgot about my honors thesis or maybe it's not that I forgot, but chose to neglect it until this point. Oh my gosh. So screwed. If there was a word that could describe being more screwed than screwed I would use that word instead. Oh wait, there is. Completely f*cked. Sorry, I swear so much these days. What a bad influence I am!

I went to talk to one of my professors that agreed to write a letter of recommendation for me. We ended up not talking about "business" matters and we were laughing so loudly that some lady came in and asked us what was so funny. Afterwards, he told me to call him Alan. First name basis, people. I feel so cool. As much as I'm frustrated, overworked, and unhappy lately, I'm really grateful for people that will offset those sentiments. For some reason I keep encountering people that make me smile just as I'm about to start crying or throw a tantrum. It's almost as if someone knows this is precisely what I need right now~ :)

You can never be too busy for things that you care about. Fucking asshole.