Every time I faint it's always in/near a bathroom. I wonder why? Anyway, the last time I did this was in Hawaii when my cousin found me on the ground in front of the bathroom. How embarrassing. Yesterday I remember bending down to pick up a few hairs and the next thing I know I'm on the ground. Thankfully, these "occurrences" have never happened for more than 30 minutes. I wasn't going to blog about this, but this needs to stop. Especially since I already know why this keeps happening and yet I still continue being an idiot (just like how I keep drinking coffee on an empty stomach even though I know what will happen).
After sitting up in the bathroom I thought about it and I realized that I hadn't eaten anything in the past two days. Wow. I'm an idiot. It's not that I do this intentionally it's just the fact that whenever I feel that I'm hungry I'm always stuck some place where I can't eat food. Then when I actually have time to eat I'm too tired and I would rather lie down on the ground or something like a homeless person.
"Joanna... you need to quit some of your research/internships/work stuff... do you know if you're dead you won't get into medical school?" True. Very true. You are a smart person. I should listen to you more often. So... I'm going to ask you guys for a favor. When you're eating lunch/brunch/midnight snack/whatever can you text me and tell me to eat something? I know, it's ridiculous that it has gotten to this point, but I really need to be better at this. Maybe I'll also try the post-it reminders or writing things on my hand (we'll see if I die from skin cancer first or from anorexia :) --I'm only kidding). I don't want to end up being like those hypocrite doctors that tell you not to smoke and subsequently walk outside to light up a cigarette. Ridiculous.
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