Otra vez

I'm updating way too much. Probably because I should be studying for Physics, but I don't want to. Anyway, what I was going to say was I forgot to tell you guys what I actually did over the weekend. Aside from the boring stuff (work etc.) I got to hang out with H! Good reunion. All we did was lazy around and people watch, but I don't really think that you need to go out and spend a bunch of money in order to have fun. It's more about the company.

Also, a couple of days ago I called my grandma and my aunt in Taiwan. I haven't spoken to them in a long time, so it was nice to catch up. They're very supportive. They were like "You can do it! You're almost done!" Haha, so cute. They then offered to send me a 'care package,' but I said I didn't need it. My grandma of course refused to listen to me and listed a bunch of things that she was going to send me. Therefore, I told her to get me a book that I've been wanting to read which then lead her to encourage me to think of more things. Sigh. I feel very... pressured. I already have high expectations for myself, but by not getting into an excellent medical school/dental school/graduate school I would be letting down not only me, but my grandma as well. She keeps telling all of her friends that I'm going to be a doctor/heath professional. What if I fail and end up being homeless? Ugh. I want to throw myself in the dumpster and disappear.

I'm exhausted to the depths of the Earth and I have no energy to study Physics... maybe I'll go buy some bread.