The uncertain

There are so many things that I want, but can't have. I'm not even talking about materialistic things right now and I already think that these wants are infinite. If you add in the material desires, well... let's not start with that. Grumble, grumble... Cough, guitar, cough.

WHAT was I thinking?! I have an interview today and yet thirty minutes ago I decided to cut my bangs... THIS is a disaster. Oh my goodness. I look like a Japanese school girl that happened to get her fobby bangs sliced even shorter due to tripping while running with scissors. This is horrible. I'm so sad. WHAT WAS I THINKING?!?! Augh. AND NO I will not be posting any pictures of this horrendous-ness. PLEASE hair, GROW FASTER!

Watch... I'll walk into the interview, Dr. Boele will take one look at me and say... "Oh... umm actually the position is already filled, thank you for your time." You know what's wrong with finding jobs here though? It's the fact that if you don't get the job/research position they never bother to contact you again. I just think that's unprofessional.

Chance of a lifetime? To go or not to go? If I go I'll probably end up checking out the pre-medical/dental/pharmaceutical etc. workshop while I'm there. Does that increase the reasons for going? I don't know... where do I stay? When should I go? Ahh 몰라!