Continuum

alsdkfja;slfjalsdk. I'm going to fail tomorrow. But, if I do fail (i.e. A- and under) it will be my own fault for fooling around so much this past weekend when I should have been studying. If anything at least it'll be justified... HOWEVER that doesn't mean that I don't still want an A because I DO. and I WILL get it (hopefully...). As long as everyone fails everything will be okay. Oh, I didn't tell you guys about the last test. I was SO sure I failed. I was really depressed for a whole weekend because he didn't tell us the averages. I got an 82/120. Embarrassing right? I'm only reporting this on here because it's so horrible. Anyway, I was sure that I failed. Then on Tuesday he said, "Okay, the average was a 46/120." When he said that I almost burst out laughing. Highest score in the class ended up being 89 I think (if I remember correctly). Thank God for curves and dumb people that bring the curve down :) BUT STILL. Just because that happened for the first test doesn't mean it's going to happen for the second test. THEREFORE, I am still worried. BLAH.

Also, if I don't get this research position then I'm going to stop trying and just be thankful for what I have. Stupid people. (I had another interview yesterday)