Stuffing

Well I'm sitting here staring at the "food" in front of me and I'm wondering to myself whether or not I should eat it. It looks a bit mysterious to me... I swiped it at the junction and it's called "stuffed tomato." Now, when I think of a stuffed tomato I feel like it would be a sort of sun dried tomato seasoned with herbs and the stuffing would also be some sort of well seasoned meat. However, what's in front of me is a rather large tomato with a scoop of tuna topped with one single olive. On the side lies two pieces of raw broccoli (how people eat broccoli without steaming/boiling it I will never understand). Does that sound safe to you? In order to not waste food, I ate it, and it was disgusting. But whatever, I haven't really been feeling like eating lately. I don't know why. Okay I do know why it's just I don't want to release that information to the world. To me, eating has now become more of a tactic necessary for survival rather than a luxury done in leisure.

Banana Republic is having a huge sale because of 1. tax day and 2. spring collection. They have such good timing... they must know my mood and when I need to shop online, such perfect timing... I even get free shipping. Oh the joy :)

It's getting better but at the same time it's still sad. I wish I could be there.

breathe & go to class <3