Anger and you

There is so much dust here it's ridiculous... I swear, if I don't touch my keyboard every 5 minutes, a cake of dust forms over it and I have to wipe it all over again which would explain the random allergies that I get only at the dorm.

Have you guys ever noticed that different people act differently when they're angry? I mean there are different types of reactions to anger. There are the people that turn into monsters and start screaming and hitting things, then there are the people that turn dead quiet, and of course there are the people that pretend that they're not angry when they actually are, but, you can tell if you've known them for a while. Which one are you? And which one do you think is worst?

I think I'm kind of a combination of all of them depending on the circumstance... if I'm frustrated I tend to vocalize my err... "concerns" but this is my least dangerous state. If I'm yelling about it, I'm usually over it in a matter of minutes. Then if I'm angry (for real) I'll stop talking completely, but, that's mostly because I know that if I talk, nothing good will come out of it. This is probably when you want to avoid talking to me unless you happen to be like Eliza and you know how to fix everything. If I'm ever mad at you... then you must have done something extremely wrong. Either that or you've done a series of irritating/frustrating things (stuff builds up you know?). Now lastly would be the -pretend that everything is fine even though I'm irritated- which is well, I guess I do this a lot, mostly because so many things irritate me. But you see, the little things that irritate me aren't worth wasting time being angry over so I try not to dwell on whatever it is and pretend that everything is okay. I can usually deceive the people that don't know me well enough to distinguish between "I'm okay" and "I'm going to pretend I'm okay so you think I'm okay even though nothing is okay right now."

The way I see it is this: you can only be angry about something if you care about it. Given that information, the simplest solution would be to stop caring about everything. However, that's not possible because we're human and not robots. In that case, maybe the best solution for everyone is to buy a punching bag and take it out on that instead.

be happy & steal pillows <3