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So things have gotten better. No, that's a lie. It probably just seems that way because of the fact that I have more distractions to prevent me from thinking about the topic at hand. The situation has not gotten any better, in fact it has become worse. However, I'm trying very hard to distract myself so that I think about it less... that is, until I'm alone. I kind of wish I could hide somewhere and come out only after everything is over.

I also wish I were a turtle... or maybe an ostrich...

meh. <3