Lub-dub

Yesterday was Tuesday, the best day of the week (I love how it's followed by the worst day of the week, sigh). So much for being productive. I planned on getting further ahead with my studies but I ended up talking to some fool for eight hours instead. Such an efficient use of time. I guess once in a while being counterproductive is alright; I mean, how else are you going to be a rebel? I think that's why I used to love procrastinating so much. It's the adrenaline that runs through your body as your pen rapidly scratches on paper and the teacher slowly approaches your desk, preparing to check that you completed the homework assignment. Yeah, you know what I'm talking about, don't even pretend that you've never encountered this experience before (and if you really haven't... you're missing out, mate).

Then, most of the stupid things that people do in life are driven by adrenaline. Why would you go sky diving? Jumping out of a plane is totally counterintuitive, putting your life at risk is really not what you're meant to do. So why do people do it? It's for the rush. The adrenaline that they feel when they jump out of a plane negates the actual fear that they have and makes them think that this is "fun."

Maybe that's why people fight so much. Not only in gangs or the ghetto. I'm talking about the general public on a day to day basis. Why would you yell at your boss if you know it won't result in anything good? Why would you fight with your spouse over things that don't matter? Why would you argue with a cashier just to save that extra dollar? It's for the thrill! Even P!nk knows... "na-na-na-na-na-na I want to start a fight" (for some strange reason, I always want to fight with people when I'm on my period; somehow I've been able to tone that down here and I haven't punched anything yet; however, the first to go would be... that).

So today, live for the thrill! (but don't do anything stupid because I don't want to be held responsible and I'm too broke to be sued)

bake a cake & don't do drugs for the thrill <3