Humility

I woke up and the world seemed more beautiful than it has in the past three months. Usually, I wake up and everything is gray, dull, and ugly. That's what happens when you sleep well. He had to reschedule three of his patients because he wanted to talk to me to make sure I wasn't going to take all of them at once, but after he verified that I wasn't insane he finally gave them to me, so for the first time in three months I slept for seven hours straight. To some people this might not seem like enough, but if you try living while sleeping between 1-3 hours each day you'll learn to appreciate certain things in life.

"Tell me three reasons why you need to live."
"...I have yet to do anything with my life or felt happy with my life as a whole"
"...we need to have a talk..."

Didn't even get to the second reason. I didn't mean it in a bad way, I was just being honest. He told me that younger people, in general, look through the world with colorful lenses. They see the world as a wonderful place, but as one ages and overcomes hardships, etc. one begins to look at the world with a magnifying glass. He then told me that I should be looking at the world with colorful lenses, but I'm already magnifying glass-ing everything. He told me not to have expectations for anything to prevent myself from facing disappointment. Duh. I know this already. How many times have I posted about expectations? Too bad I never listen to myself. Whatever. I can sleep now, that's all that matters.

I was at my friend's house making dinner. I was minding my own business making pasta when suddenly I felt this burning sensation. My friend was sauteing mushrooms and managed to fling one directly onto my arm. Really? Someone call Martha Stewart. How is this even possible? Anyway, I now have a mushroom shaped burn mark on my arm. That's how I get the guys. So attractive.