My heart feels like wet toilet paper--the kind that you find in public bathrooms. I like running when I have a lot on my mind because then I don't realize that I'm running and end up going on for about 8 miles. Also, I ran by an incredibly good looking shirtless guy with a dog that gave me a high five. What has been on my mind lately? Humanity, I guess. I think I know what my problem is. The problem is my memory. I might temporarily forget or choose not to focus on something in the past, but if something happens I start thinking of every past negative occurrence and then I'm reminded of why I have no faith in humanity. If I were a normal person I would forget things and not be so irritated--I would probably trust people more, but I can't and I probably won't until someone gives me a reason to.
My one request for today:
I want to sleep for 8 hours.
Probably too much to ask for.
明天本來有計劃要跟朋友騎腳踏車到河邊
昨天跟我說不能去. 我沒跟他說明天是...
沒覺得有必要跟他講這對我來說卻是蠻重要的. 說不失望是謊話.
但人很像就是這樣. 感覺有一點難過...
還能這麼辦? 沒期待最保守.
祝我生日快樂. Sad life.
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