Cherries

I've missed this song. I get irritated with it because I don't like anything after 1:23. You be the judge.

I don't tell people anything about myself unless they ask. The thing is... no one ever asks. More often than not people are only concerned about themselves. This isn't abnormal or surprising. It's actually more abnormal and surprising to find people that genuinely care--especially in this city. A few days ago I realized that I've known this one girl for almost two years now and I know her really well, but she knows nothing about me at all. What's kind of odd is the fact that I've assumed that we were close, but in reality it's rather one sided. I'm not too sure why I didn't notice this until I had a two hour conversation with my friend and realized that she now knows more about me than that girl that I've known for two years. I mean people don't ask unless they want to know and they don't want to know unless they care, right? Interesting. I think I need to re-evaluate my friendships. Yeah, I don't know why my epiphanies occur so early in the morning. What's more ridiculous is I woke up at 5am and started thinking about this while wiggling around in my blanket cocoon. I think I'm fine with people being self-absorbed. I would rather live a life shrouded in mystery than lying exposed on an operating table.