Always stupid

I wish I was brave enough to do things that I want to do without thinking about what other people want/expect. I don't know why I spend so much time and effort going through these meaningless motions if it's not what I want. I also don't know why I try so hard to pursue things that aren't meant to happen. The answer to everything is because I'm stupid.

Why did you guys put this creepy lady bug here? I was trying to play and the thing kept moving. Super distracting.