Dirty

If things scare me I choose not to deal with them. What do I mean? Well, I always clean the bathroom. I'm always cleaning the bathroom. But, this one week I was super busy and didn't have time to slave over the hairs everywhere or clean the toilet bowl. After that week the bathroom was disastrous. It was so bad that I couldn't deal with it, so I left it. For the past three weeks I've been pretending like I can't see the small black foreign object hanging from within the toilet bowl (I have no idea what it is... and it's still there). I've also been avoiding the hairs. However, yesterday when I walked into the bathroom I couldn't stand it anymore because I felt like I was going to puke. So, I cleaned up all the hair around the sink (they're back already fml).

What I mean is if things disgust me, I'll just leave them there, ignore them, and refuse to touch them until it gets to the point in which I'll look at it and want to vomit. I've never had this problem back at home because my aunt always cleans up the bathroom, so it's always sanitary (actually, she cleans everything). Unfortunately, my strange problem isn't restricted to only the bathroom. I think it works for trash and paper/crap on my desk too.

I guess it could be worse.