Chestnut

I think it's incredibly ironic that people say that I'm good in a crisis and that I always say the right things. This may be true... as long as it's not my own crisis. It's easier to look at someone else's problems and think of rational solutions because you're not as attached to those problems. If you care too much about something you often miss glaringly obvious truths because you're too busy inspecting every detail. Some people can be shockingly insightful at times. There aren't that many people that know how to calm me down or know the right things to say when I'm freaking out, but they probably don't know when I'm freaking out to begin with because I tend to joke around even more. I'm kind of an oxymoron, but it's become the way I deal with things. It's probably not healthy. I wish I had a logical robot that would reason with me at all times of the day. I started to think about everything as a whole and I realized that it's crumbling and

I'm going freaking