Irrigation

When I'm studying I get irritated really easily. Every little thing has the potential to bother me (even more so now that my headphones are 接觸不良... how the heck do you say that in English). Anyway, noise is always the biggest problem, so I've been pretty upset as of late. I think that's reasonable, but when it gets down to the fact that cheese shreds, bread crumbs, and single strands of hair can provoke my irritation I start to question whether or not I'm insane. The answer to that is probably yes. I feel like the only time I can study is between 2am-6am, which is what I've been doing lately. I'm just frustrated, but I'll get over it after Thanksgiving.

My heart has been acting weird lately. I feel like it's about to pop out of my chest--and before you guys suggest that I'm in love let me explain myself. Whether I'm sitting or walking makes no difference, I can hear my heart sounds (of course as this is happening I'm thinking LUB-atrioventricular valves close -> isovolumetric contraction -> DUB-semilunar valves close). I'm not sure why this is happening, but my hands are throbbing in sync to my heart beats. This isn't normal. When you can see your hand moving up and down in concordance to your heart beat as it rests on a flat surface there must be something wrong. It gets really bad if I think about MCATs/DATs. The moment I think about it my heart starts beating even faster because I don't think I'm ready and I only have a month left to prepare. LUB-DUB. Then I think about your mom LUB-DUB. Sorry, it was too easy I had to throw that in there. ;)

...well that's awkward.