Screw that

I can't take this anymore. Everyday I wake up with a sore throat thinking that I'm sick only to realize that it's because once again the air condition was on the whole bloody night (she turns it to 60 degrees; wtf are we all refrigerators?). I can't say anything because that's just how I am. I really wish E was here. I know exactly what she would say: "Oh my gosh Joanna, why are you so useless, just tell her" she would then proceed to roll her eyes at me, but eventually she would approach the jerk on my behalf and tell her to stop being such an idiot. That's how we usually operate and I miss having my person here. It's easier to speak for someone else than it is to stand up for myself. It always has been that way and probably always will be. In the meantime I guess I'll just suffer alone in my room. Just kidding. I'm going to let it slide for this week because midterms have yet to start, but if it continues (which I know it will), I'm going to move out for the rest of April and then come back in the middle of May-- actually, screw May I'll come back when SS1 starts. I refuse to let her ruin the best months of the year (April & May). That's such a waste of rent, but if money can help me keep my sanity then it'll be well worth it. Anyways, I'm being completely serious here I'm just going to leave without a word. If she gets evicted, well, that's really not my problem now is it? I feel sorry for the other two, but it's not my fault they put me in charge of rent and utilities. I don't have enough energy to care anymore.

Mmm. I'm sad I haven't played piano in a few days. Hopefully I'll get a chance to play today...