Chemistry stalking

Frick. Someone help me find a house. I'm seriously going to end up being homeless. I can't find anything that I like a lot. I mean I figure if I'm going to live there I might as well like it right? There's really no point in living in a crap hole. Besides, I must keep up appearances. Apparently (according to some fool) my real name is Joanna Hilton. Goodness gracious. I wouldn't mind having that much money though.

Recently life has been pretty pathetic. All I've been doing is studying for my Chemistry midterm, which is Friday, and stalking a professor. The stalking is justified. I'm trying to get into his class but he keeps rejecting me. Third times the charm? I'm desperate okay? Leave me alone. Seriously though, I have got to find a more efficient way to spend my time. I was looking for the professor for an hour before I gave up.

What else have I been doing? I've been rationing food and peeing in weird places. Why do I keep talking about pee? It's just been so relevant these past few days. First things first the food rationing. Apparently I didn't buy enough food when I went to Safeway this weekend with my suite mate. What I have left: 1 banana, 4 mangos, 1 slice of bread, 3 cans of soup. Meaning I'm screwed, basically. Hopefully I can hold out until Saturday. I'm so hungry right now.

As for the peeing. Well after what happened on Saturday (I can't write about that here, I'll write it on my other blog) I've been avoiding the bathroom like the plague. So, I haven't peed in my own bathroom for the past three days. Instead I've been choosing to go down to the first floor and pee in the public bathroom, which is relatively clean considering. I mean, at least they have toilet seat covers and the janitor cleans it every day (she's a very nice lady, I talked to her before).

try to find a star & don't procrastinate <3