Flicker

I was in such a bad mood last night that I watched Schindler's List. It probably doesn't make sense that when I'm in a bad mood I watch things that are depressing and sad because normal people would probably watch things that make them smile or laugh, but if I'm upset I need to drag myself down to the lowest point in order to get it out of my system. It's sort of like when the update pops up on your computer and you keep pressing "four hours later" until you have 37 updates in queue and your computer gets sick of your s--- and restarts by itself. Something like that.

Anyway, I've been reset. I'm back to normal. It's just that when you're put in a position where you need to tell people of higher status what to do it becomes a relentless battle of tug-of-war, but the problem is the fact that I don't want to pull, so I'm being dragged on the ground and scraped against rocks like a carcass tied to the back of a Jeep in the middle of the hot safari. Too much?

This is going to mean more if you've played Animal Crossing or know how the game works, but I seriously teared up like crazy. So touching~