Do it already

Damn it. I hate this. They keep postponing the surgery because it's too "complicated" well if you don't take care of it right now it's just going to get more complicated. I'm so annoyed. Can't they just cut out whatever the freak it is and leave it at that? So, fine. The final date is set for next Tuesday. Heck, it better be or someone is going to get hurt. Must they prolong my death? Just do it already, damn. What's worse is my stupid insurance company refuses to cover all of it-- 60% they say. If I'm lucky maybe I'll find $2113 lying on the ground when I go running tomorrow. I'm so frustrated, wow. I wonder if I can save money by choosing to be awake the whole time. Then I don't have to pay the anesthesiologist (I'm so cheap... but really I would rather buy clothes with that money). Okay, okay I need to calm down. Calming down. Deep breaths.

My aunt is hilarious. She doesn't even try and she's naturally funny. Today she was talking to me about all of the stuff that I brought back from school and she said,

"You put all of your junk in the room, there's hardly anywhere to walk!"

Of course I apologized because... well... it's a pretty significantly large amount of crap piled up everywhere and anywhere. Then she said,

"You think I'm fat!"

"What?? No! Why?" I asked.

"You made an obstacle course for me so that I would lose weight!"

My response: "-_- aiiyah." and then I offered to wash her car tomorrow morning after I wash mine. Man, it's so dirty. It's time to clean my baby. Wash and wax. New audio receiver, new seat covers, new license plate frame, new decal, and new car cover. It'll be quite revolutionary next time you guys see it. I kind of want to change the lights and tint it too but I don't have an extra $1500 sitting around.

sleep without setting the alarm & bake cookies <3