No sense

On days like these there are only two things that I want to do. 1. Stay in bed and never leave the house or 2. Go work out. I know, Catch-22. It's not that I want to run outside, I want to go to a gym. There's something about running/working out while gazing out of a window at the rain that is oddly relaxing. Does anyone else agree or is my life a complete paradox? I'll admit that I struggle to understand myself at times. 

I recently realized that when you stop trying so hard to force things to happen they happen by themselves. Wait--this may be misleading. Don't stop studying for your classes. My gosh, I'm going to get sued. What I mean is those times... when you desperately want something to happen that you change your lifestyle in order to accommodate those desires and end up wasting your life? Yeah, that. Don't do that. Somehow I feel that in most cases if you just let things go they end up going your way anyways. Just a thought. 

I don't understand how websites get my email address. It's not like I'm broadcasting it anywhere... I don't even have it on Facebook! I open up my email and this is what I see: single? -> low calorie snacks -> weight loss pills -> cellulite reduction -> antidepressant injury co -> life insurance policy. Predicting my life I see? 

Anyway... I need to go to work. Later~