Defeat

I haven't written a decent blog post in a while. I've been blogging from my phone out of sheer laziness (and convenience). By decent I mean sitting down to blog in front of the computer. Hopefully you guys don't mind. In fact, I'm in my ochem class right now and I'm blogging because 1. I can't understand what he's saying because of his accent and 2. he's taking too long to get to the point. I think I might actually have to read the book this quarter in order to pull off an A.

Okay something slightly irked me this morning and I'll describe it to you guys. I was about to get changed for class this morning around 7:00am and I was playing some music from my phone. Then someone knocked on my door, disturbing my naked time and asked to borrow my bike. I'm kidding, I wasn't naked... you wish.

I don't bike much here unless I have classes that are ten minutes apart and are spread out location wise. Anyways, that's not the point. My point is... I'm not going to just say no because I can't say no, but that bike was freaking expensive. I have a problem with lending things to people because people tend to break things that aren't theirs due to the fact that they don't care about them as much as their personal belongings. Therefore, unless I know that you'll take care of my stuff better than your own crap, it is HIGHLY unlikely I'll ever let you borrow anything (and if you ever ask to borrow my car the answer will always be no unless you're one of two specific people and you have a good reason).

Okay, back to the point. I don't like it when you assume I will say yes. However, I will say yes because I can't say no, so now I'm going to worry and then become depressed over my $800 piece of merchandise. If I let someone borrow something I will assume that I won't get it back. That way if I do indeed get it returned in one piece I'll be happy.

I'm currently in depression mode. :(