Pop

I promised them I would make cake pops for them a long time ago, so of course I had to keep my promise. By the way, cookies and cream Hershey's bars do not melt well... Also, there's more cookie than there is cream.

I'm so exhausted AGAIN. I stayed up all night trying to convert .m4v into .flv and now I feel like an idiot because I found a solution on YouTube that took me a grand total of 10 minutes. I'm such a failure, wow.

Cool

My TA for ochem is so awesome. He's perfectly fine with my puny notebook. He was actually laughing at me for having such a small notebook, but I'm too cheap to buy a full sized notebook for 8 dollars (is it just me or are the prices increasing like crazy?). Also, he let us skip melting point for all of the labs. He's so chill I love it. In all honesty I'm sure he wants to get out of there as badly as we do. 6 hour labs? Not cool, but with good company and a good TA? Definitely tolerable and essentially fun. Is it possible to hate ochem so much, but love it so much at the same time? It's a complicated relationship.

Me?

Is it just me or do other people think this way as well... It's hard to talk to people that are attractive. It's 200x easier to to talk to an ugly person than it is to talk to someone that's hot. Maybe that's why no one talks to me! ;) PSYCH I'm sure there are other reasons why no one talks to me. Being too attractive would fall somewhere among the very last reasons. Anyways, I completely forgot the point I was trying to make, so I guess I'll just leave it at that and come back to edit when I'm more awake and out of delirium.

Exhausted. My ridiculous rich aunt decided to text me at 2:00am to tell me to send pictures. I was almost asleep. I didn't sleep last night, so I thought I would sleep earlier. I was between the awake and not awake state when she messaged me. Sigh.

Delirium

This is the one that I want, but can't afford, so I'll never buy it. But oh man, look at the pickups on this thing. So smooth. I wish I could just touch it once. Ice tea is the best color. Sunburst is overrated. If anyone ever got this for me I would probably faint and love them forever. I should stop looking at these things and search for stuff that I can actually afford. Sorry guys, I'm sure you're sick of my guitar pictures by now. Should I post up piano pictures instead? Just kidding, I love my Yamaha Grand. :) I really want to learn violin before I die. I don't know how to play any string instruments (guitar doesn't count because it doesn't require a bow).

The management here is such a failure. They've been sending me this pink paper, but every time I go into the office to ask them about it they tell me that I don't need it. Today the pink paper has returned to haunt me for the fourth time. I think I give up. I'm just going to have everyone sign it and tell them they can do what they want because this is stressing me out.

I stayed up all night yesterday because I thought he was on chapter 20 when he was only on chapter 19. Oh well, I guess I have less work to do now, but I'm so exhausted I could essentially sleep standing up. Therefore, I'm currently overdosing on vitamins and caffeine. Odd combination right? Yeah, I think so too, but I'm too lazy to get up and go to the kitchen to eat something. Alright. Lab in exactly an hour. Let's hope I don't break something, start a fire, or poison someone.

Slap me

Should I.........

Hurry, someone slap some sense into me before I actually buy it.

It's so much cheaper on Amazon though.......

Oh my gosh this is bad.

Sometimes

It's so cold. Why does it have to be this way?

1. I cannot believe Wozniacki lost (I never liked her, I'm just shocked... also her clothing choice was a fail) 2. this means Sharapova is going to win Wimbledon (hopefully) 3. Federer better beat monkey boy and 4. Djokovic brings his poodle with him everywhere?? He's so cute!! (that applied to both him and the dog).

I like guys that wear 1. semi-buttoned dress shirts under suits 2. classic black tie and white dress shirt or 3. casual polo (I like stripes!). Doh! Josh Duhamel is seriously really cute. I just don't understand how he's married to Fergie.

I don't know how many of you guys have friends far away. It's difficult to think that you're separated by 5500 miles of land (or well, ocean in this case). I mean you can Skype, email, or leave wall posts on Facebook, but sometimes it doesn't feel like it's enough because what you wish for the most is for your friend to be right next to you, so you don't have to send emoticon hearts/hugs through email or punch them on the arm in asterisks. Then in the rare event that you do meet up, it can probably only be for a week--two at most--and then you must part ways once again. If that happens you miss them even more and imagine ridiculous scenarios that would bring things back to the way it was before they left (often times these have to do with kidnapping and terrorism...). But in the end all you can do is wait and count the days until you can next see them. 1095 days to go.

I miss you so much I don't even know where to begin. <3

Guhreel

Oh yeah, wish you were here? Yee!

Bark bark

I must be uneducated...

and wth is this doing in my ochem book anyway? -_-

Gibson

It's been a while since my fingers hurt like this. This means I need to play more guitar. I was fooling around and I made a remix to The Lazy Song. I was going to post it up, but blogspot didn't let me upload videos from my phone, so I gave up. I'm sure there's a way because I've seen people do it, however I'm too lazy to find out how. And no-- I don't only play just chords like those self proclaimed "guitarists" out there. It really bothers me when people say that they know how to play guitar when in reality they only know two chords. So pathetic. Don't even talk to me about guitar unless you can play the solo in Eric Clapton's - Layla. He's so amazing. This was the first real song I learned. Solo starts around 3:00 minutes and it's pretty short and simple, so give it a try and stop being shameful chord players please.

Oh, and after Layla I think the next solo I played was the Stairway to Heaven solo. The one by Led Zeppelin. I think I actually have a video of my failed video shooting attempt on google video... let me see if I can find it. Okay. The camera kept falling so I gave up and just threw it on my bed, but it's not like you guys need to see how fat I was back in 2007 anyways. It's the audio that counts right? Should I post up some piano too? Just kidding. I'm sure no one is interested in classical or my Chopin obsession.

Anyhow, I should get back to work. I have officially opened the book (sad face). At least I have something to look forward to later... GRILLING! As promised, live post updates will be provided. Nom nom nom.

The days

Procrastination is going to be the death of me, but I really don't want to read that book. I don't know why I'm so against it, I just don't want to do it.

I don't understand why this is necessary. I don't know why people would need to crush such large tomatoes or if that would actually help the situation. I'm pretty sure you could smoosh a tomato if you smacked it against a cutting board. Also, who is going to pay $69.95 for a tomato smoosher. They might as well hire me to smoosh their tomatoes. I'll only charge $60. I know, generous right? I swear eBay has the strangest items for sale.

Last night I talked to S until 3am and then I tried to study Korean, but got confused and gave up because grammar is difficult to the max. I need a tutor.

THE GRILLING has been postponed because M stuffed herself to the point of incapacitation. Therefore, my apologies the grilling will take place tomorrow.

Hors

I feel dizzy all of the time. Maybe I should eat more often. I'm so lazy... I'm going to grill some fish for M tomorrow! It'll be exciting. I've been really wanting to grill, but haven't had the opportunity to do so. Good thing she knows how to start the coals or whatever. I can cook, but I don't make fires. It's kind of perfect really. I also don't kill bugs and lately she's become a pro... although I'm highly convinced that she's the one that attracts all of the bugs anyways. -_- I'll update a couple of times tomorrow with the addition of my grilling photos, so you guys can look forward to that... or not, whatever floats your boat.

HA! I love this. Battle of Troy joke.

You and I

This morning I looked out from our apartment and I saw two hot air balloons. They were super cute, so I took a picture on my way to class as I was waiting for a light to turn green. I've always wanted to go on a hot air balloon ride and I've sworn to accomplish this before I die. I was supposed to go with S, but she decided not to come to America boo.

Anyways, I'm waiting in my car outside the research institute because I don't want to go in this early for an interview. I arrived half an hour early because I was paranoid I was going to get lost. I'm super nervous because I really want this one. I'm very greedy for research positions and internship opportunities.

Defeat

I haven't written a decent blog post in a while. I've been blogging from my phone out of sheer laziness (and convenience). By decent I mean sitting down to blog in front of the computer. Hopefully you guys don't mind. In fact, I'm in my ochem class right now and I'm blogging because 1. I can't understand what he's saying because of his accent and 2. he's taking too long to get to the point. I think I might actually have to read the book this quarter in order to pull off an A.

Okay something slightly irked me this morning and I'll describe it to you guys. I was about to get changed for class this morning around 7:00am and I was playing some music from my phone. Then someone knocked on my door, disturbing my naked time and asked to borrow my bike. I'm kidding, I wasn't naked... you wish.

I don't bike much here unless I have classes that are ten minutes apart and are spread out location wise. Anyways, that's not the point. My point is... I'm not going to just say no because I can't say no, but that bike was freaking expensive. I have a problem with lending things to people because people tend to break things that aren't theirs due to the fact that they don't care about them as much as their personal belongings. Therefore, unless I know that you'll take care of my stuff better than your own crap, it is HIGHLY unlikely I'll ever let you borrow anything (and if you ever ask to borrow my car the answer will always be no unless you're one of two specific people and you have a good reason).

Okay, back to the point. I don't like it when you assume I will say yes. However, I will say yes because I can't say no, so now I'm going to worry and then become depressed over my $800 piece of merchandise. If I let someone borrow something I will assume that I won't get it back. That way if I do indeed get it returned in one piece I'll be happy.

I'm currently in depression mode. :(

Oh my...

WHAT THE F is this??!! I came out of an extremely long ochem lab and went back to my car to find that some IDIOT scratched it and ran away like a douche. What the freak!!!! My baby. Ugh. I'm so disgusted... But more than that... I'm so sad...

Crap

My 118C teacher writes like this. I'm screwed. His lectures are convoluted and he has a thick Indian accent. If you can't tell, we're currently on carboxylic acids.

Comments?

I've been told that when I have my hair up like this it makes me look like an old grandma. I don't think it's that bad... I want a second opinion! Tell me what you guys think. If I really do look like a granny I'll stop going grocery shopping like this. Hmm, this is my go-to lazy hair "style" though. :(

약속

That's it. I VOW to be more attentive to studying. If I'm going to do it, I'm going to do it well. If I have time to watch a show then I'll study instead... unless it's anime or a kdrama because those actually help. Also... I could never give up Grey's Anatomy or Top Chef, but other than that... NO MORE.

I will become fluent in Korean and Japanese by the time college ends. I swear. 화이팅!

Oh japan

Daiso and a sponge that is shaped like a chocolate cake. Do you see why I always want to buy everything in the store?

This reminds me of the donut shaped soap that some lady in Taiwan consumed and became famous after. It must suck to be famous for something so embarrassing.

Flightplan

You know, I posted before my flight, but it never went up. Boohoo. Anyways let me tell you about my flight because it was actually pretty interesting. I sat next to a fat chola that kept asking me if I would get up so that she could go to the bathroom. At least she was nice. She waited until I ended my game of Tetris before asking. There was also an extremely good looking guy sitting a few seat ahead of me. We made eye contact... but it wasn't one of those love at first sight things. That doesn't happen. Then of course there was the child three seats away from me puking her guts out. Actually, to be completely honest I coudln't tell if she was a child or if she was a midget. Either way, people puking is always a bad sign.

I need to cut my bangs. They look really awkward and out of place. Kind of like that one end of the broom that happens to be an uneven length.

My compulsive email checking disease is getting worse. I have now shortened the interval to 15 minutes. The fact that I now have a smartphone is not helping my situation. I almost had a "panic attack" on the plane because I couldn't check my email accounts for 5 hours.

Family

I think I give up on family. It just doesn't work for me. I'm not too sure why I'm cursed to be this way, but I've come to believe that I'm meant to be alone to deal with things for the rest of my life.

Just thought I should say thanks to the individual that let me complain on the phone for 45 minutes. You know who you are. Thanks.

I'm kind of glad I'm leaving tomorrow. I don't know if I can stand another week of this family thing. I would much rather go back to something that I've already got figured out. Schoolwork. It's simple. Study, take test, get an A. That's it.

Pretty good dessert. Macadamia nut pie! Though I think it looks more like a tart or a custard. Once again at the overpriced restaurant. I spent 54 dollars in two days at that place. Ridiculous right? Ah well, vacations are times in which people are suppose to blow through money right? Bah.

Exile

I've been exiled to a measly curb by my selfish rich aunt. Her exact words were "Well if she's not going to eat then just tell her to go somewhere else." I don't really like noodles, so I don't exactly want to eat here. I kind of wanted a grilled chicken Caesar salad or something, but whatever. I was just going to sit with them and drink water like I usually do, but I guess that's not allowed. Okay, well I'm very comfortable on my dirty curb outside thank you very much.

Just chillin

This sign was from a place called Jojo's shave ice. I guess this just proves the fact that people in Hawaii are pretty lax about life. I feel like they stress 80% less than us. That's the life. I'm pretty sure everyone goes to the beach all the time and eat shave ice while walking around naked. That's definitely better than wearing suits and going to school or whatever.

Today we went to a coffee place in Kauai. It was pretty cool. The best place that we've been to so far here. Mostly because I'm a coffee fanatic. They let you try out around twenty different coffee flavors. If I had a coffee machine I would have bought a pack back to California. My favorite was Kauai macadamia nut vanilla. Doesn't that just sound delicious already? Yeah boi. Who knew coffee beans looked like giant green spider eggs... because I didn't.

Boogers

Lunch for 6 people. Ono's burgers. De-freaking-licious. In-n-out is good, but this could compete. This is the best burger place in Hawaii (says the guidebook). Nom nom nom.

We went to eat a luxurious expensive hotel meal yesterday, but it wasn't even that great. I had a steak that cost $30, but I feel that I could have made a better tasting one at home for $6.

I'm still craving sushi though... I will accomplish my goal by the end of the week!

Luxe

The Hyatt hotel and resort. Supposedly the most high class hotel in Kauai. I believe it. It's pretty intense. Amazing stuff right here.

Embarrassing story time. I went into their luxury bathroom with my sunglasses clipped to the top of my shirt like I usually have them. I bent down to grab one of the toilet seat covers and my ray bans fall into the toilet. I guess at least I can be thankful for the fact that I had yet to... relieve myself.

Me so

Breakfast. Coffee and miso soup! If you think that's a strange combination I would essentially agree with you because I think so too. Well, the miso soup tasted like a bowl of salty water and it cost 4 dollars. Ridiculous right? Unfortunately most of the stuff here is extremely overpriced. For instance, they sell honey bunches of oats here and at any regular Safeway store it would cost around 3 dollars, but here it's more like 8. So sad, so sad.

You wish

So this is called pu pu pizza. Like the name? Apparently it's native to Hawaii.

We went to look at some scenery today and it was gorgeous. I feel like you guys are sick of my scenery pictures so I'll try to start posting more food pictures instead. I'm sure that's something we can all mutually agree upon. I guess the food here is good? I don't really eat much... I mean food isn't all that necessary. I don't know I don't really crave for anything and even then my cravings are satisfied by one bite. The only thing that I absolutely can't pass up is Japanese food. It's so hard to restrain myself when it comes to Japanese food. It's too good. And once in a while I'll get an intense Korean food craving as well, but that can sometimes be cured with one bite as well. Another thing is fruits and vegetables. If I don't have any fruits or vegetables in one day I go insane and get incredibly cranky. You wouldn't want to be near me then... Me needs me veggies. Nom nom nom.

Somn

Dude what the freak. I can't sleep. I don't know if it's because of the noise or the movement, but my insomnia is getting out of control. I was able to sleep two nights ago, but that was probably due to the fact that I was exhausted from the plane ride and that a middle schooler wasn't attacking me in my sleep. What am I doing now? Well, I made a "bed" in the bathroom. One thin blanket and a pillow. Yay. But I mean I'm probably not going to be getting any sleep tonight anyways, so whatever... Perhaps I should just come to terms with the fact that I won't be able to sleep even when I'm on a vacation.

I realized that if I ever got a husband that snored or moved around excessively I would probably end up getting a divorce because I wouldn't be able to get any sleep. Either that or we'd become one of those odd married couples that don't sleep in the same bed.

Juxtaposition

I'm really irritated at the moment. My rich aunt treats people like slaves. Perhaps that's to be expected seeing as how rich people are generally seen and portrayed in this manner. In addition to that she believes that she knows everything. I'm just annoyed. I don't understand how my uncle manages to put up with this. He does have a lot of patience though... Opposites attract? We went to Costco and she demanded that I go find the eggs while commanding me to pick out the fruit. Then she goes around blaming everyone for the mistakes that she makes and refuses to clean up after herself. What the heck, man. Am I not supposed to be on vacation? I'm not here to be your freaking slave. It's not that I'm not grateful for her. I'm well aware that this trip wouldn't be possible without her, but I just think that the basic principles of respect should still be enacted.

I think I should explain this picture a bit. This is a picture of the place where they filmed some action movie in the past. I think it was called fastbreak or something, but I'm not 100% sure. It looks calm and peaceful right? I could just die right there.

No words

Coconut

Look at this sign! It made me laugh, but then again several things make me laugh...

Oh my gosh this place is so ridiculously amazing. It's really pretty here. We ended up getting some luxury room that for some reason has two mini refrigerators... that's beside the point. Anyways it's hard to describe what this place looks like in words, so I'll post more pictures up in the near future. Unfortunately,boil blogging only allows me to post one picture at a time. Boo.

I didn't do much the first day. All I did was ride the plane, wait for a plane, transfer a plane and finally get off the plane. The hotel has been the highlight so far. I'm digging this five star treatment :)

Paradise?

So I guess I'm finally here... If you can call it here... I've been waiting for my flight to Kauai for the past three hours. What's ridiculous is the fact that the flight itself is only 20 minutes long. What the heck right? This is a moment in which I would give a few bucks to become harry potter an be able to jump into his nasty fireplace and magically teleport to some other place.

I was going to post when we arrived at our hotel, but I'm so bored that I just had to tell you guys that. Okay, peace out. I'll be back later~

Yesterday

Isn't this the funniest/cutest thing ever? It's toast and butter! We didn't realize that the thing next to the toast was butter until a while after. :)

It finally feels like summer! I'm not looking forward to when it gets super hot though.

I went around town yesterday with my favorites~ too bad dumb Song was still at Irvine. What did we do? Let's see... we bowled, jumped, slothed around, etc. We really need to karaoke one of these days I'm craving it like crazy-drug-addict status.

My flight is in a couple of hours and I still haven't finished packing. Heh heh. It's not that I'm not excited or looking forward to it because I am, but I'm just so lazy...

You know what bothers me? I hate it when you hang out with people and they're constantly texting someone or just on their phone in general. Why? Well, because it defeats the purpose of hanging out in the first place. Why would you make the effort to hang out with someone if you're just going to talk to someone else the whole time? It's rude. I guess I've been more aware of this lately after my acquisition of a smartphone. I understand that it's hard to put it down. I realized this when I went out yesterday, but I still felt like a jerk every time I had to make a call or text.

There was this one girl at school that wanted to go to Pinkberry with me, so I went with her, but the whole time we were there was was on the phone and half listening to my forced conversation. It was really uncomfortable. At one point I became so irritated that I wanted to grab her phone and throw it into the lychee tart that doesn't taste that great anyway. As you all know, I'm a hermit and if you can get me out of the house at school, it's pretty dang amazing, but if you're just going to ignore me then why bother calling me out in the first place? Just let me embrace my reclusive lifestyle, you know?

That being said, I'm going to try harder to detach myself from my phone when I'm out with important people. Sorry guys, forgive me. I've gone smartphone crazy.

Jelly

I should be packing. Actually, I should have finished packing already, but I haven't even started. I'm excited, yet I'm lazy. What to do, what to do?

I can't believe I've been eating lately. It's weird how it was only two days ago that I was a starving child. I feel like I'm hungry all the time, but that might be because I actually have time to realize that I'm hungry and not ignore it like I usually do. This is nice. :) Anyway, here's what I had for breakfast. I've missed salmon sashimi... I'm contemplating upon Korean tofu for lunch either that or Japanese ramen noodles. The other day while I was watching top chef one of the contestants made pokay which is a Hawaiian raw fish dish and some of the diners were asked whether or not they liked the dish, so they said, "Um no, we cook our food." Funny yet ridiculous. Alright I think I'll go and make breakfast for everyone.

Distractions

So I'm trying out this mobile blogging thing... Hopefully it works because then I can blog on the go and you guys can stalk me more efficiently or laugh at my failures in life, etc. I wonder if I can post pictures as well. I guess I'll test that out some other time.

I got a decent 3 hours of sleep before my aunt woke me up and told me to call the Santa Clara court about my stupid jury duty thing. It's not that I don't want to go and waste my life... Essentially the problem here is the fact that having a jury is unnecessary to begin with because more often than not the jurors are idiots that don't even understand what the first amendment is which isn't surprising because all you have to do to be an American citizen is be born here. Anything that happens after that doesn't matter. You could be raised by pandas and you would still be an American citizen that has to eventually show up to court to waste your life. I'm just bitter. Oh well, I got out of it for the second time and I'm postponing it until December. Why don't they just leave me alone?!

Man I really need to start packing, but I get so easily distracted from things like that. I was going to google something and I went onto the google homepage to find this guitar thing, so I started recording a mini song and when I finished I forgot what I was going to look up and just watched a show instead. Typical.

Oh, also... I don't know how many of you guys read this on your smartphones, but for now I'm going to set it to the optimized version for when/if you read this on your phone. Tell me if you don't like it and I'll change it back. Okay peace out, I'll be back later.

Suckers

I'm done I'm done I'm done. I'm so done with life and happy to be alive. Whoo! You see these pops? These are called party pops. You get them when you're done with finals. Okay, I'm kidding. They're actually called birthday pops or something like that. I don't know if you guys have seen these or not, but they're at Starbucks and they're cute. My cousin got them. I wonder how they taste.

Scum of the earth shoes. Please do not wear these. Embarrassing things. I still don't understand how they've established a franchise. One last thing... I went to Banana today. Of course this doesn't require any words because we all know what will happen if you put me anywhere remotely near that store.

Everywhere

Finals has turned my room into a monstrosity. Paper massacre. One more to go... after finishing ochem I really don't feel like studying anymore... heh...

Fresh?

I think I've realized that I shouldn't blog at the moment in which something is bothering me because I make it seem a lot worse than it actually is. But, I do have to tell you guys want happened today so here goes... I was supposed to meet with my research supervisor because I'm not going on Wednesday, so I drove to school and got to his office. His assistant was there, but he was nowhere to be seen. She asked me...

her: "Um, is there a problem?"

me: "Oh, no I'm just waiting for Dr. Carlisle"

her: "Well, he's at a seminar right now.."

me: "Hm. Well, that's odd because he told me Monday between 1-3"

her: condescending look "Uh... are you sure he didn't say Tuesday"

Okay, what the heck woman. I'm not an idiot. She was so rude it took a lot of effort to hold my tongue. Therefore, I wasted 30 minutes of my life that I could have spent studying for ochem. I'm really scared. I hope I do well. Wish me luck! Anyways, I was really mad after that, so I just went back home and resumed studying.

Special thanks to Jonathan who taught me how to piece H'NMR together! You're officially my hero. :)

Today when I went to shower I noticed that my bra smelled like mint. That is very strange. I've never heard of scented bras before, but I'm sure they exist seeing as how strippers and prostitutes also exist. Well, I was very confused, so I had to inspect the specimen. My boobs shouldn't be naturally minty... or are they? (wink wink) I found out that there was a glob of toothpaste on it. I thought back to last night and realized that I brushed my teeth with my bra on after I showered the other day then subsequently put my shirt on (like an idiot). Mystery solved. Scooby dooby doo.

White flag

I think I pulled a butt muscle while bending down... noo! It hurts to raise my right leg. Does that make me pathetic? Eh, kind of. I am also currently choking on my large vitamin pills and having difficulty breathing because of them. Also, I don't know what was happening yesterday, but it was so ridiculously cold. I was freezing during my finals, grocery shopping at Safeway, etc, but no one else was cold. What's even more strange is the fact that I'm not sick and yet this is happening. By the way, I was wearing a long sleeve sweater and jeans while the vast majority of the world was in summer attire. Maybe I'm diseased. What if I'm going to die soon? If I die it better be before Tuesday I'll be so mad. I always think about this around finals. I feel as if I'm so unlucky that I'll finish my finals, get hit by a bus, and die. That would be such a waste.

I gave in. I finally cleaned the kitchen. I went to wash my cup because I had a cup of instant coffee this morning (I haven't done that in a quarter). I don't know what I saw, but I saw something that invoked a gag reflex. I went ammonia on that place. I really wanted to clean the floor too, but I started getting really dizzy, so I had to lean against the wall to equilibrate for a while. Ugh. I feel like throwing up. I have the chills. I don't know if this is because I didn't eat anything or if it's because the kitchen was a nasty place. Maybe it's a combination of both. The heck, I don't even eat anything. I just don't understand why it's so difficult to clean up after yourself. In fact, there were still remnants of that idiot's pasta spewed across the floor, sink, stove, etc. If you can name a kitchen appliance, pasta was probably floating around next to it. Even when she's not here she annoys the crap out of me. Geez. You know what? There was just a bunch of nasty crap in general. Several unidentified objects. I really don't feel well... I think I'm going to go shower. Hopefully that will help. Ugh. Gross.

Bromine

HBR Today!

Me: Huh? Are they selling hydrogen bromide?

looks closely at headline--Harvard Business Review

Verdict? Corrupted by Chemistry. That's all I've been doing. Studying studying, YEAH! I can't wait until I can turn that into partying, partying YEAH! 3 days 3 days 3 days. Come on you guys, we must push through this last hurdle... before summer session... -_- Nevertheless, we must get straight A's everyone! Let's do it! Whoo! Speaking of which, this is not good. I need at least an A- on the ochem final. Hopefully, I can do it. Genetics isn't as bad, I think I can afford a B+, but still... it's better to aim high just in case. Though I have been neglecting bis again. Hah.

I forgot to eat yesterday. Oops. Whatever, eating wastes time. So does sleeping.

Smile. Laugh. Be happy. :)

Negative

I still smell like a burnt onion. Maybe my nose is too sensitive.

I really want to scream, but I can't so I've been being an annoying person and I've been singing instead. Japanese songs to be exact. Hey, it's a good song. Maybe not as good when I sing it, but oh well. I should probably shut up now seeing as how I'm disturbing the world. Physics is tomorrow and I promised myself that I would study this time because last quarter I neglected Physics and only studied for ochem and as a consequence if I had gotten one point less I would have gotten an A-. Unacceptable. That was cutting it too close. I know I should study, but I really don't want to because Physics is so boring and useless.

I arrived at the internship meeting an hour late (because I misread my clock) and everyone was gone already. I approached the lady and I told her that I was there for dental and she said that they had just finished. Of course I apologized and whatnot and she said it was okay and told me to just go into her office on Monday to get the forms. It must be because I'm pretty~ ...not. It's probably the opposite. She probably took one look at my face and thought to herself "...the poor child... I should help her out." Anyways, that was nice of her. I'm clearly challenged.

This happens to me all the time. And I swear if I wore a watch it would look like this.

I need motivation. I really don't want to do this.

Carmelized

I smell like a burnt onion.

I'm so easily irritable lately. Once again it's probably because of finals. It's always during this time that I snap and yell at someone. Well, "yell" I guess. More like failed confrontation, oh well those days are over with thank goodness.

6 days left.

Sorry about the ridiculous post. I have to go study.

Internship meeting tomorrow! I'll fill you guys in.

Soml

Story of my life. I can't even argue with this.