Butterscotch

"You probably haven't realized this, but I think the problem is you haven't played guitar in four days..."

Mind blown.
How do you understand me like this?

It turns out I didn't need two months to figure things out. It's good that perhaps I'm not as stupid as I initially thought (even though I'm still stupid regardless) because it saves a lot of time. I couldn't do it. I didn't even last 24 hours. It's not in my nature to treat people this way. I couldn't bring myself to do that to the people that go out of their way to make sure I'm alive and not in turmoil.

I never mention names on here, but I don't really know how else to phrase this and he knows already so... In retrospect, the concept is synonymous to the whole Andrew thing, which was essentially a drawn out, masochistic relationship on my end. I need to be better at applying things I've learned from mistakes I've made in the past. I shouldn't have to make exceptions and I shouldn't have to keep convincing myself that things are okay if I'm not okay with them. I really do try to be an understanding person, but this has been a recurring issue and quite frankly the only reason it happens again and again and again is because of my leniency towards people in terms of behavior that I find unacceptable. So, I've come to the conclusion that it's not okay and I'm not going to put up with it anymore. Everyone has things that they refuse to compromise. I really need to be honest with myself, so that I can try to be more honest with other people.

To you, sir. Courtesy of Thought Catalog.

And that's it! I'll stop talking about this now and try to be more entertaining. Hopefully you guys have learned through me, which eliminates the necessity of first hand experience, but if you already knew then my bad... I already said I was stupid.