Crispy

Yesterday when I went grocery shopping some random guy whistled and smiled at me. While I would have typically found this type of behavior repulsive, I kind of appreciated/needed it, so I smiled back. Scandalous aren't I? Recently I've been feeling like I can't do anything right and that anything I touch will end in disaster. My friend insulted my guitar playing as a joke, but guitar is probably the one thing in life that I actually take seriously, so that made me rather depressed. That and the fact that I've been thinking about the many things that have gone wrong in the past, so everything kind of snowballed and here I am crying over a sad movie that wasn't even that sad. I just want to do laundry without my tears and boogers flying around everywhere, is that so much to ask for? I'll probably get over myself in a few days, but for now I kind of just want to suffocate myself in my blankets.

I want to drink this again...