You're mean. You make me feel like a weed. I have this unhealthy tendency of liking people that don't seem to like me. I wonder if I like working harder to convince people to like me... What a masochist. The problem here is that even if I do convince them to like me I'm going to stop liking them because they're never as great as I think that they are. I just don't understand why everything is so one sided all the time. I'm sick of initiating things and constantly worrying about people. Honestly, every interaction that I have just makes me realize how lucky I am to have found the right people at the right time and how rare it is to have people in my life that genuinely care about my existence. My friends are more like an extended family.
Saturday, September 7, 2013
Fastidious
It's back to this unhealthy cycle. Every time I receive an email I feel like I'm going to get a heart attack, so to spare myself from misery I'm going to choose not to check it anymore. The only things keeping me sane are Running Man and the ability to stalk my $6000 guitar.
You're mean. You make me feel like a weed. I have this unhealthy tendency of liking people that don't seem to like me. I wonder if I like working harder to convince people to like me... What a masochist. The problem here is that even if I do convince them to like me I'm going to stop liking them because they're never as great as I think that they are. I just don't understand why everything is so one sided all the time. I'm sick of initiating things and constantly worrying about people. Honestly, every interaction that I have just makes me realize how lucky I am to have found the right people at the right time and how rare it is to have people in my life that genuinely care about my existence. My friends are more like an extended family.
You're mean. You make me feel like a weed. I have this unhealthy tendency of liking people that don't seem to like me. I wonder if I like working harder to convince people to like me... What a masochist. The problem here is that even if I do convince them to like me I'm going to stop liking them because they're never as great as I think that they are. I just don't understand why everything is so one sided all the time. I'm sick of initiating things and constantly worrying about people. Honestly, every interaction that I have just makes me realize how lucky I am to have found the right people at the right time and how rare it is to have people in my life that genuinely care about my existence. My friends are more like an extended family.
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