Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Guilt

"He didn't respond to my email. My life is over..."
"Well, when did you send it?"
"Yesterday..."
"You are so dramatic!"

Oh my gosh, but for real I'm really sad. In this day and age people respond to emails in a matter of minutes. It doesn't matter whether you're a doctor or student. If you don't respond to a simple email within a certain time period it can be assumed that you're a lousy piece of crap and that you're not going to respond. I can't do this. I can't breathe. Gasp gasp flop flop. That was me imitating a fish out of water. How did I do?


One of the worst feelings in the world stems from trying to write about how awesome you are when you don't think you're awesome at all and not knowing which three adjectives describe you as a person. Currently I feel that I am: indecisive, masochistic, and self-deprecating, but I can't tell them that. I have to tell them the complete opposite, but when I don't even believe myself who is going to believe me? I feel deceptive.

Can something go right please?

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