Sunday, November 21, 2010

To anyone

Today sucks. Today really sucks. It sucks even more than yesterday and that was bad already. This whole weekend has been ruined. I don't remember the last time I've been in such an irritated mood. I can't even bring myself to bake because it's so... I feel so... this is not comfortable. Postponement of baking makes days even more sigh.

Are there rules to when you can eat certain food? Because quite frankly I was never informed of this. I kind of eat whatever I feel like eating (or whatever I have to eat which is... cereal) whenever I'm hungry. I had a sandwich for breakfast today and yogurt for lunch. I'll probably have cereal for dinner. Whatever. Who cares when you eat something as long as you eat when you're hungry. Does it matter? No. Am I going to flip out if you eat bacon for dinner and steak for breakfast? No. Honestly, I don't care, you can eat whatever you want whenever you want, who am I to tell you what to eat when? I'm so annoyed. ...must force smile... it would be easier if there were someone here to hold my cheeks up.

I bit down on that one wisdom tooth that's growing out in the back today and it hurt like crazy. I leaned against the inside of my cabinet next to my loaf of bread for five minutes with tears in my eyes looking like an idiot. Good thing no one saw me or else it would be another item for her to add to the list of why I'm strange. I need to get out of here I'm going to go insane. Should I get my wisdom tooth out? I can't decide.

This is random, but I really like heels. If it weren't for school I would go around everywhere in heels. It makes people look clean. I like clean (guys in dress shirts are my weakness). Too bad biking in heels would be ridiculous. The people that do it look like idiots. Especially if they're wearing mini skirts so you can see their black jeweled thongs while they're biking. Anyway what was my point? Oh, I was going to say I was looking into my closet and I realized that I have a lot of sneakers. I wonder why I was so obsessed in High School... well, I guess it's useful now. Bringing nine pairs here is a bit excessive, but whatever.

I still don't know how I feel about 2NE1. Fire is pretty catchy. I guess I like Sandara because she's funny and her hair in the video was just strange; it looked like there was a tree coming out of her head. Everyone else seems kind of creepy to me, but at the same time it could be because YG had them dress up like punk/gangster whatnots. Why am I analyzing k-pop instead of Prometheus? I'll do the essay later... or tomorrow before I go to Chem... sooo lazy and not in the mood.

Why is it already going to be Monday tomorrow?

I'm going blind... oh my gosh (you guessed right, I did look at a mirror) :(

This is exhausting, guys. Anyone want to adopt me? I'll sleep at the foot of your bed, you won't even notice me ;)

run & dance at 3am <3

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