Ouch charlie

I had trouble sleeping last night. It was horrible. I ended up walking around the whole night listening to insomnia on repeat (I also recycled my pad box while I was at it because I find it uncomfortable walking around with it while it's light out) . When I walked back into the dorm room I was still unable to sleep so I devoured a whole pack of Ace crackers (who needs a pint of ice cream when you have Ace crackers?! Au contraire... I bought a pint of ice cream today. sigh.). I think I need some sleeping pills, either that or I need a brain transplant so that I'll stop thinking about stressful events when I'm about to sleep.

My stomach hurts a lot today and I'm having a hard time eating without thinking about vomiting (actually, I'm having a hard time doing anything without thinking about vomiting). I think I could potentially have stomach problems; however, this only happens when I feel anxious... so, stomach ulcer perhaps? I hope not. I should probably eat something. Does anyone ever get that? When you need to force yourself to eat because you know that you should eat even though you're really not hungry? Or am I just a crazy person? Though today, I'm too lazy and fatigued to force myself to eat. I wish I could be one of those baby birds in nests "feed me!"; but then again, I'd be eating regurgitated food... so let's forget that idea.

Hilary Duff - Someone Watching Over Me and your emails (and video (: ) have stopped me from my "I'm going insane" all-day piano-playing marathons. Thanks guys.

wash your shoes & eat chocolate <3