Yesterday I was in the lounge closing the blinds, singing Jason Mraz - i'm yours, and dancing all at the same time. I should probably stop trying to multi-task like that if I value my life because I turned around tripped over the coffee table (which is relatively hard to do, mind you) and fell over. Epic failure. At least no one saw me~
Something that has been bothering me lately is the fact that people never turn out to be who you think that they are. You think that you know someone, but you don't. It's hard to say that you actually know someone until you've interacted with them for a long time and even if you have, it doesn't necessarily mean that you know them. I'm sure the majority of us have been in this situation before, constantly being let down by the expectations that you put forth in relationships whether it be for a love interest or friends in general. I think essentially, people are going to be who they want to be and if that doesn't live up to what you expect, there's really nothing more you can do about it. You can't change them into what they aren't (believe me I tried, it was frustrating and a waste of time, basically). So I guess that's me finally coming to this realization. Writing it down just makes it official. Unfortunately, I have the tendency to think I'm superwoman and that I can change things and save people... which clearly isn't the case seeing as how superwoman has abs of steel and I have... well, non-existent abs to say the least ;) I just made a sci-fi connection. Wow. The world must be coming to an end.. But what I mean here is, there's really no point in trying to change something that doesn't want to change; you're better off just accepting it as fact, that way you won't stress over it too much.
Anyways, just thought I would post up a piece of what's going on inside my brain before going off to take my midterm. Wish me luck, eh?
drink water & stay warm <3
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